Then Again, Maybe Not

Well you know what? I sure talked a big game when I was in Colorado and feeling a lot better. But then we got home, cleaned, and went to bed. And 'lo and behold, I wake up at 10:30 this morning. Dave has been up for 3 hours already. And now I just want to camp out in front of this here 'puter and not leave my house. However, I need to help him unpack and I need to make a meal plan and grocery list. I also need to work out tonight. I need to get myself on track, but for some reason being here just makes me want to crawl right back into bed for as long as I can.

I could try to pin it on exhaustion from my trip. I could try to say today was different because yesterday was such a long day. But I know, deep down, that I just wanted to stay in bed. So I did. By the time I woke up, it was nap time already. I missed the whole morning. And what idea popped into my head? "Well it's nap time so technically I could go back to bed." I had to fight my urge. I have to fight my urge to stay in front of this computer. I shouldn't even really finish writing this blog.

I have this plan for tomorrow. It goes like this:
1. Wake Up
2. Do Breakfast
3. Get dressed
4. Go to the playground behind our townhouse
5. Come back
6. Commence Nap time
7. Work Out during nap
8. Clean up house during nap
9. Make 2 Very Important Phone Calls During Nap
10. Play online the remainder of nap time
11. End Nap
12. Play with my offspring
13. Dave comes home
14. Dave cooks dinner
15. Bath Time
16. Bed Time

However, if today is any indication of my ability to stick to my optimism I am kind of nervous. I want to overcome this. I want to do all of these things. But I just don't know if I can. I just don't know if I will.

The good thing is, right now I plan on sticking to my guns. I plan on playing out my optimistic plans. I am going to wrap up this entry, take my butt upstairs, and help my husband unpack the 150 pounds of luggage that he just dragged into the house. After that, I am going to fold diapers. Then I will print out a calendar, make a meal plan, and make a grocery list. Then, I shall shower and we shall shop. I am going to accomplish everything that I wanted to do today. Even though I am starting 3 1/2 hours later than I had initially intended. Over and out.