I Feel Like I am at a Standstill

I am at one of those points in life where I feel like there are a bunch of things that I should be doing. But I can't seem to get any of them done. I really need to make dentist appointments, but I am waiting on new dental insurance cards. I need to get on WIC, but I am waiting to get confirmation of my pregnancy from an O.B. I want to start having Maternity Support Services come to my home, but again I need pregnancy confirmation. I want to start seeing a personal trainer at the gym, but I need to wait til after I see an O.B. and get the okay. I want to start buying nursery furniture, bedding, and diapers for the new addition. But I think I need to wait until I know when and where we will be moving before I start adding stuff in that we need to pack.

I hate the feeling that I need to do things but I can't do them. It makes me feel powerless and I have come to the conclusion that I am kind of a control freak. I am hoping that I can get the pregnancy confirmation stuff done in the next couple of weeks. I might just go to the on base Urgent Care clinic and take a pregnancy test to speed things up. The WIC would really help us out with our grocery bill. The grocery bill is the most financially draining aspect of our lives.

I am also really anxious about our impending move. I hate not knowing when we will go and not knowing where exactly we will be living. Especially since it is going to be right around my due date. It sort of makes me feel homeless, which isn't really a cool feeling. I am really excited to be getting off of this God forsaken island. I just wish that things in the Navy were more cut and dry. I think it is part of the way that they test the sailors that they make things so strange and difficult.

In other news, I have horrible early pregnancy fatigue and have been sleeping 18 hours a day. I am really lucky that my husband doesn't care because he could easily get very resentful over this. I am only 7 weeks pregnant so I have about 5 more weeks until this phase is over. I am really hoping it is right at the 12 week mark that things start to turn around because I hate feeling like this!